This is no loser blog. Its just a reflection of Icy, who has degraded beyond all reasonable expectations. When it is high time to follow and back my instincts, I am wasting time like fools waste water. When it is time for me to improve myself, I am taking the whole world's burden on my shoulders, aiming to improve the world. Absolute madness (which I realise now) has led me to waste time, effort, thought and money on buying CAT form and SimCAT test series and the preparation therein. Ok, some portion of the preparation is indeed helping me sharpen my mental abilities. But how can I justify pursuing CAT at the expense of solving DP?
I need a break. I need time regroup myself and refocus on lost tracks that once lead me to limitless goals. I need to "be more serious towards life".
There are many things I can't write here, but I am looking for someone to share it with. I know I can't, and these private emotions will haunt me till the time I live. But, all in all, I will be more serious towards life. :-)
3 comments:
Be serious towards life beta, but dont lose your original self. Your real self is one thing which stays with u throughout ur life, and sees u through think and thin. Taking life too seriously would also be a waste, and this u'll realize quite late in life.
Do what ur heart wants u to do, and ask ur mind to take some rest, if it inturrupts too much, beyond the point of necessity.
No need to pay heed to my advice as well, for it is unsolicited, and then, I dont know what exactly are u going thru these days...but as I said, just follow ur heart, and to some extent ur mind, and u wont have much to regret about.
Take care
through thick and thin*
"I need time regroup myself and refocus on lost tracks that once lead me to limitless goals."
Perhaps we all need to do so, every time we feel saturated away from ourselves. A busy life, over-engaging company mostly puts a veil over these moments when we be alone with ourselves and are able to think clearest about the due course of actions.
I also believe that "the reward or the good portion of it must only belong the one that works hard". Just saying.
Have fun.
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